kxbc was right! it's hard to survive in an industrial park without going insane (well, he didnt exactly say that, but i'm sure he was trying to warn that i would go crazy).
no atm, no watson's, no clinic, no provision shop (gotta stock up on "monthly necessities")
now, weekends are soooo precious, more cherished than gold.
i went to 四马路观音庙 today. my beautician suggested i should go and 求签 to ask the Goddess of Mercy for some 明示.
luckily i had a friend who didnt mind going with me, and showed me step by step what to do (though she couldnt answer why the stuff needed to be done the way they were. she was also following instructions from her mum and seniors bah). friend, 谢谢你了!
i was really surprised i got a 上签. i was advised to finish what i have started, that i would have benefactor to help me.
well, i can only pray this come really quickly. cos i am losing my mind, cant sleep well, cant even take a good nap.
also, thought i should get out of my mistake fast, as i am not getting any younger. employers nowadays seem to be very picky. an ex-colleague just msn me to say she has been retrenched again.
morale of story : if your job is boring but you're comfortable, dont be like me itchy backside go and look for something challenging. wait like me suffer ah!