Sunday, February 25, 2007

brusied bum

i need to take rollerblade lessons! between today and yesterday, i fell a total of 6 times, mostly on my right bum.

better learn to stop before i crash into a treeeeeeeee......

new hobby!

let's see how long it will last... hehe...


抢镜头的lilo

Monday, February 19, 2007

rambling thoughts this CNY

this CNY is not an easy one.

i have been in my new company for 2 weeks now. and i have changed to my 3rd boss (and department)!

i think i am IN FOR A RIDE.

i am confused, surprised, bewildered. i am so screwed.

what i applied for, what i think i will be doing - may not be what i am doing afterall.

baaaad feeling...

morale of story : no matter how good an apple looks on the outside, you'd never know how rotten it is on the inside until you've taken a bite!

sigh...

Friday, February 16, 2007

food for thought

after 2 weeks in living rotting fruit, i think i can safely conclude - i prefer to work in a small company.

this is why :- to get one unit of product packed and transferred for sale, i need to coordinate with 2 warehouses and 3 depts!

no wonder the company is so big... so many little jobs for many people.

Saturday, February 10, 2007

one week of hell...

so i just passed one week of real working life.

it hasnt been easy at all. you would think a newcomer should have some sort of honeymoon period to infuse into the company culture.

well, not my company!

even though my boss did not give me the support level i expected (you know, intro to colleagues, clear direction, etc), i cant really push all the blame is all his.

you see, i havent been using my brain in last job!

yes, in the previous company, i didnt have to think at all. it was just "boss say, i follow" management style. in fact, the company was so laidback, whatever i tried to introduce was too advanced for them to handle (ok, i am bragging a little, but you get the point).

this resulted in me having a major culture shock and crisis. now.

i forgot how to think, how to communicate properly with peers. again, i am exaggerating. but i seriously am finding it hard to cope. i was so in my comfort zone. and it doesnt help that other colleagues seem to be in a breeze in their areas.

and i havent mentioned the transition from pc to a mac. luckily, mac is really quite easy to use.

well, i will just have to endure the next few months.

ps just some idea of what my boss expects from me, the newbie, i already need to bring laptop home over the first weekend!